Imagination Diaries

I could be anything in the world , but I want to be his If love was him  he would be here wouldn't he  If he was the one for me  wouldn't he be the one sitting across from me if love was him it would have been simple Love does not look like a prison  love is our actions  love is giving all giving all we can  even if its just the bigger slice of cake  love is understanding  we have the power to hurt one another  but we are going to do everything in our power to make sure we don't Love is figuring out all the kind of sweetness we deserve  and when someone show up saying they will provide  it as you do but their actions seem to break you  rather than build you  love is knowing whom to choose You are in everywhere  except right here and it hurts There is a list of questions I want to ask But never will There is a list of questions I go...

Love yourself ,make it the more important thing in your life even if you have to be selfish because who will love you more than your self don't let anyone hurt it don't ask if you deserve this or this , you deserve everything as long as it is good

you are the only thing in my life that no one can understand it no one can feel the beating of  my heart every time i look in your eyes I can fly to thousands of imaginary places with your eyes I cant understand how can you change the very simple things to an important things only by talking about suddenly everything that related to you become very special how could you make me laugh for hours without stopping and how could you make me cry for days without stopping  even that I know it is only temproary you turn all my feelings to the latest point of satisfaction maybe it wont work with my feelings when I see you because every time is like I am seeing you for first time

what is life all about?! I believe that everyone in earth thought about this question in someday.. life is a series of things that happen all the time without stopping.. but the most basic of life is joy...everyone do everything only for the goal of joy even if indirectly...in someway in somehow it will lead to the joy when you were baby your joy was mother,sleeping,then playing and after that the sources of joy increased and changed... so this is life..is about peoples searching for joy.. even now in this life you are dreaming and hoping for the heaven

!!Why we cannot love our self above everything else It is the only thing that really matter  because you are living with yourself in every seconds of your life yourself need love,care to give you happiness  other people are there to share everything with them not to make them everything do something in every minute that will make you better and feeling good and what make life important and worth are dreams so don't stop dreaming and do everything to reach your dream  even if you didn't reach it...it is fine  because there will always be another dream there is another choice and chance for everything  life is in unlimited continuing change  it is change in every second so never lose hope 

Maybe you have a lot of wrong thought or behaviors that you cannot see them or even know that they are exciting inside you Even if many peoples around you keep telling you about them... you won’t be able to see them It is fine…because one day something will happen to you or with you…An accident, experience or something bad Then you have to re look  and rethink about yourself  Because there is something   wrong with you that leaded you to this situation Don’t run from yourself...face it and try to recognition that you were wrong about something Try to change yourself You have to be very wake about every chance ,accident happen with you…because everything happen for a reason and that reason may will be looking at yourself again to change something wrong with So you will be better and better person 

ربما تقرا وتفشل .. ربما تحب وتفشل.. ربما تبدأ بمشروع وتفشل.. ولكن ربما أيضا تنجح... لا  تهرب من أي شيء لخوفك من  احتمال الفشل.. في نفس الوقت توقع الفشل وتقبله اذا حصل.. اجعل ايمانك في النجاح اكثر وسوف تجذب النجاح اليك... اذا فشلت ايضا فهو يعتبر نجاح من باب اخر .. نجاح انك تتعلم من اخطائك.. نجاح ان الحياة اعطت لك درس ..ويكفي انك جربت.. جرب كل شيء بدون خوف لكي تعيش وتشعر بلسعاده التي في كل شيء غريب وجديد وفريد.. جرب الحزن جرب التعب.. فلن يأتي لك أي شي بسهوله .. والذي سوف يأتي سريعا وبسهوله سوف يذهب سريعا وبسهوله.... وبعد النجاح سوف تزيد ثقتك وايمانك واحترامك لنفسك.. وهذا اهم شيء..

أعترف... أنك انت فكل حاجة مخلتف وان حبي لك كبير اكبر انه ينوصف اعترف... انك النجمة البعيده للي جابتها الصدف وان حبك نهر عمره مايجف ياحنين العاشقين..ياهدايا الياسمين يالبياض اللي على احلامي عزف الي ماليني ترف اعترف... انا بحرك..وانتي الدر الثمين اللي في قلب الصدف انا عمرك..وانت لي نبض الحياة الي عمره ماوقف انا عطرك..وصوت شوقك اللي بغيابك هتف يالبياض اللي سرق لون السما وبحمل احساسه نزف اعترف... واعتذر ان كان ينفعني الأسف انا شوقي لك كثير..وشوقك اكثر..اعترف اعترف... بس احبك باول العمر واحبك بآخره والمنتصف

لمن انت فليت..قلبي معك خليت لو فيك تسمحلو..يرجع مَحلو يمك  يا أما ردوا بيديك.. الي بَعدك عني..الي طَلعك مني  بدي ياك تقلو..حبك راح أقدملوا يعني مبروك عليك..يعني مبروك عليك هيدي أستقالة حبي..خلي قلبك يمضيها وبكرا بكمل دربي..وطريقك أنت كفيها كرهتك أنا صدقني..بعدك بطل يحرقني صاير أحساسي فيك ولا شي.. يعني بدك تسمحلي..ومتفكر راح ترجعلي رجوعك موضوعوا منتهي.. كل شي معك عملت..وانت ولا قدرت خياني صارت لعب..والوفا عندك صاب  كذبك ماعندوا حدود..كذبك ماعندوا حدود أسمك انا نسيتوا..ومن فكري أنا محيتوا فيي انتهى شعورك..ولا حتى في حضورك  كأنك مش موجود...

ساعات حلاوة الدنيا بتطلع من قلب الجرح واللي شاف العذاب يقدر يعني ايه فرح مين مين فينا عارف الخطوة هتاخذه وتمشي فين مين عارف عمره لحظة ولا سنين ايام تفوت وسنين تفوت على السعاده والهموم وحب يلمس قلبنا وقت اللزوم ❤

I was not going to write anything untill the last moment, but as I laid on my bed and not knowing what to do because I removed all my social apps approximately.of course you are asking why did I remove them, I did that because of exams and it is the first time that I lived without social medias for many days from along time ago. so it is weird but very comfortable and relaxing thing to do , being far from all peoples and friends for sometimes to be with your self a little and make your mind clean and clear from all posts and news and talking..about studying Iam doing very well 7amdlla because my concentration is somehow full and good,there is nothing to make me busy so I simply study . otherwise​ i was getting Lost with social medias so my time was flying without knowing how, I really want to pass in this course very much so i hope that 🙏